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Face Eating Phantom Men

by Melaina Kol

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1.
Doom 02:20
Lock in your room with nothing to do if things get too shrill ill keep you still keep me around watch my insides turn out I will be there watching and waiting thinking you care and when I find out you'll leave me to drown you know where I'll be watching and waiting until you're alone until you're a ghost don't walk in my dreams don't walk out on me there's nothing to fear you're not even here and the sun will come out and you'll shut your mouth when you were alive I felt the sky I felt the moon I felt the sun and I felt your doom coming too soon
2.
Hearts 03:02
They wont stop talking they wont stop moving I get dizzy from looking I get sick from bottom feeding I want it to be simple but it cant be that easy I miss you so much that its making me uneasy there's a buzzing in your head from the last thing you said I don't want anything I just want to lie down and think through things The hearts of all the people that you wanted to ignore are sitting in a bowl in heaven where all the walls are gold and there's a rustling in the wind from where your heart seems to have been and it's dried up cracked and destroyed
3.
Death 02:23
Do what you want the world is yours so walk out the door you can do you can see you can be anything the people that you meet they don't want anything the people that you meet they wish you well but they couldn't care less about you the restless noises on the streets they don't even begin to beat the restless noises in your head the thoughts that tell you you are dead I think I lost them way back when I hope I can live without them My God My God what have I done? I miss her so much more than I thought I would
4.
Rule 02:54
You don't do anything without a choice you said you were gonna make so much noise saying the world will remember me for my voice did you really think that they would rejoice? when you were young you wanted control you wished for power you wished for more now you give away all of your shit because you wont need it where you're going you said I don't wanna die out I don't wanna be forgot I don't wanna play your games I don't wanna get caught doing anything but being put in the ground I wont bother you again I wont make a sound Ever again and nothing that happened here is ever your fault its just the way that it works I'm sorry how you found out Ill miss you when you're gone from this world I will miss your eternal soul
5.
You 01:45
Do what you want you're an adult you know the game so you should know I keep you still when you get restless I keep you filled when you get hungry I take your advice and hurt you gently Hear me hear what I say we are feeling sovereignty we are feeling guilty
6.
Mom 03:02
He will break me if he hears what I said break bone with bloody hands He's a liar But I know that
7.
Joy 03:17
I lost my mind one year ago It was stolen how was I supposed to know I'm taking it back and I'm going to keep it I don't want anybody else to feel what I feel when she is feeling I took down the pictures I hid them in my head closed all of the curtains and I threw them out instead all of the people that you adore they want so much more do what you want to do
8.
Kiss 01:55
and every word she says is just another way of telling me to go to hell but not to my face and I thought you were the best thing that ever walked the Earth but I guess the ground you walk on is from outer space and the people that you step on are all over the place and I hope I fucking die with a smile on my face and I hope its hard for you every time you see my face Baby with you I am always impressed its like Ive got a blackhole sitting in my chest and I always feel so invincible until I see you face to face I'm an asshole and the world will die like you're asking it to do cause there's no one here but you
9.
Them 02:29
Addicted to yourself that's what they'd always sell and they say they're always there but I don't think they really care and the proof is on the walls saying it's all their fault but you wont be able to see soon you'll be as blind as me we were always number one shame we didn't get along nothing else got sung as long as you were gone
10.
Blood 02:50
You couldn't stop bugging it You couldn't stop looking in and now you see what it means to understand Face eating phantom men with horns sticking out of them Hearts beating as fast as they can and he says there's no God here Soon you'll be asking who am I You're whoever you want until the day you die A heavy dose of medicine a killer you invited in an escape from the thoughts that are bleeding you dry death is without oxygen death is from the phantom men death comes when you count to ten death is from the sky above death to all the ones you love death to the atmosphere death is the reason to focus on the living
11.
Break 02:44
When you broke all the pieces fell off you held onto the cloth and you stripped what was left on when you broke you wanted to be alone but everyone was home and they talk too loud sweating to be alone sweating to be alone thinking about the times you had everything in check nothing that had happened could ever of happened if you were alone the lights are off in my head ever since you were young you wanted control people with big egos anything and everything is too much too see it's too hard too breathe and its too hard to breathe and you broke
12.
Snail 00:46
Smiling through your teeth I know you hate talking saw you just the other day or at least I planned to blue car on the hill always makes me standstill but I still come this way even though I don't have to
13.
Mouth 02:12
all of the words came out of my head down my neck and into my mouth and everyone there was afraid of my name what a shame they yelled it all the way to their graves Oh my God The last thing that I could remember that day was the time and the place of my feet now I'm alone in this big empty house and there is nobody inside but me
14.
Mask 06:31
you fool you don't say my name I will bury you in shame I am the best thing that ever was and you will regret the day you spoke Just cause you say that you're not alive doesn't mean that I cant see that you're pulling on a chain and that you're making a mistake cause I will bury you in shame this Earth will forget your name I'm not certain there's a God but if he's there than he's a fraud he made me look just how I feel and now I hate what I've become and now I hate what I am

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My heart will change when I choose
open my chest and see a pump
you will find nothing more
claimed by death
that doesn't rule in the absence of life
but in the presence of nothing
He rules me
You are Death

a Mother that says Joy is a Kiss from life

I watch them.
It breaks me
my bloods not red
I bleed a question
one at a time
I bleed doom
Snails that move faster than I

Hemlock on my tongue
I feel no shame
Put on a mask
and smile
I am nothing
you are nothing
this is nothing
and that is something

-Cory Halterman

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released May 6, 2017

by Logan Hornyak

Thank you to Cory Halterman for mixing, editing, mastering, advice, and poem

Thanks to Ben for the album art

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