1. |
Doom
02:20
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Lock in your room
with nothing to do
if things get too shrill
ill keep you still
keep me around
watch my insides turn out
I will be there
watching and waiting
thinking you care
and when I find out
you'll leave me to drown
you know where I'll be
watching and waiting
until you're alone
until you're a ghost
don't walk in my dreams
don't walk out on me
there's nothing to fear
you're not even here
and the sun will come out
and you'll shut your mouth
when you were alive
I felt the sky
I felt the moon
I felt the sun
and I felt your doom
coming too soon
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2. |
Hearts
03:02
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They wont stop talking
they wont stop moving
I get dizzy from looking
I get sick from bottom feeding
I want it to be simple
but it cant be that easy
I miss you so much that its making me uneasy
there's a buzzing in your head from the last thing you said
I don't want anything
I just want to lie down and think through things
The hearts of all the people that you wanted to ignore are sitting in a bowl in heaven where all the walls are gold and there's a rustling in the wind from where your heart seems to have been and it's dried up cracked and destroyed
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3. |
Death
02:23
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Do what you want
the world is yours
so walk out the door
you can do
you can see
you can be
anything
the people that you meet
they don't want anything
the people that you meet
they wish you well but they couldn't care less about you
the restless noises on the streets
they don't even begin to beat
the restless noises in your head
the thoughts that tell you you are dead
I think I lost them way back when
I hope I can live without them
My God My God what have I done?
I miss her so much more than I thought I would
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4. |
Rule
02:54
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You don't do anything without a choice
you said you were gonna make so much noise
saying the world will remember me for my voice
did you really think that they would rejoice?
when you were young you wanted control
you wished for power you wished for more
now you give away all of your shit
because you wont need it where you're going
you said I don't wanna die out I don't wanna be forgot I don't wanna play your games I don't wanna get caught doing anything but being put in the ground I wont bother you again I wont make a sound
Ever again
and nothing that happened here is ever your fault its just the way that it works I'm sorry how you found out
Ill miss you when you're gone from this world
I will miss your eternal soul
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5. |
You
01:45
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Do what you want
you're an adult
you know the game so
you should know
I keep you still
when you get restless
I keep you filled
when you get hungry
I take your advice
and hurt you gently
Hear me
hear what I say
we are
feeling
sovereignty
we are feeling guilty
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6. |
Mom
03:02
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He will break me
if he hears what I said
break bone with bloody hands
He's a liar
But I know that
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7. |
Joy
03:17
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I lost my mind one year ago
It was stolen how was I supposed to know
I'm taking it back
and I'm going to keep it
I don't want anybody else to feel what I feel
when she is feeling
I took down the pictures
I hid them in my head
closed all of the curtains and I threw them out instead
all of the people that you adore they want so much more
do what you want to do
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8. |
Kiss
01:55
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and every word she says is just another way
of telling me to go to hell but not to my face
and I thought you were the best thing that ever walked the Earth
but I guess the ground you walk on is from outer space
and the people that you step on are all over the place
and I hope I fucking die with a smile on my face
and I hope its hard for you every time you see my face
Baby with you I am always impressed
its like Ive got a blackhole sitting in my chest
and I always feel so invincible
until I see you face to face
I'm an asshole
and the world will die like you're asking it to do
cause there's no one here but you
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9. |
Them
02:29
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Addicted to yourself
that's what they'd always sell
and they say they're always there
but I don't think they really care
and the proof is on the walls
saying it's all their fault
but you wont be able to see
soon you'll be as blind as me
we were always number one
shame we didn't get along
nothing else got sung
as long as you were gone
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10. |
Blood
02:50
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You couldn't stop bugging it
You couldn't stop looking in
and now you see what it means to understand
Face eating phantom men
with horns sticking out of them
Hearts beating as fast as they can and he says there's no God here
Soon you'll be asking who am I
You're whoever you want until the day you die
A heavy dose of medicine
a killer you invited in
an escape from the thoughts that are bleeding you dry
death is without oxygen
death is from the phantom men
death comes when you count to ten
death is from the sky above
death to all the ones you love
death to the atmosphere death is the reason to focus on the living
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11. |
Break
02:44
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When you broke
all the pieces fell off
you held onto the cloth and
you stripped what was left on
when you broke
you wanted to be alone
but everyone
was home
and they talk too loud
sweating to be alone
sweating to be alone
thinking about the times you had everything in check
nothing that had happened could ever of happened if you were alone
the lights are off in my head
ever since you were young you wanted control
people with big egos
anything and everything is too much too see
it's too hard too breathe
and its too hard to breathe
and you broke
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12. |
Snail
00:46
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Smiling through your teeth
I know you hate talking
saw you just the other day
or at least I planned to
blue car on the hill
always makes me standstill
but I still come this way
even though I don't have to
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13. |
Mouth
02:12
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all of the words came out of my head
down my neck
and into my mouth
and everyone there was afraid of my name
what a shame
they yelled it all the way to their graves
Oh my God
The last thing that I could remember that day
was the time and the place of my feet
now I'm alone in this big empty house
and there is nobody inside but me
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14. |
Mask
06:31
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you fool you don't say my name
I will bury you in shame
I am the best thing that ever was
and you will regret the day you spoke
Just cause you say that you're not alive
doesn't mean that I cant see
that you're pulling on a chain
and that you're making a mistake
cause I will bury you in shame
this Earth will forget your name
I'm not certain there's a God
but if he's there than he's a fraud
he made me look just how I feel
and now I hate what I've become
and now I hate what I am
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Melaina Kol Youngsville, North Carolina
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